I got the job

More than a year ago, my team and I were laid off. Even now, part of me feels like it was my fault — coming out publicly, imposter syndrome hitting hard, doubting myself as a senior.

I had some amazing opportunities. Big companies, dream interviews. But I wasn’t doing well mentally, and I ended up letting a lot of them slip away.

After 1500 applications, 34 interviews, 6 presentations, 27 resume rewrites, and 4 different portfolio websites... it finally happened.

I was too scared to negotiate the offer, so I just accepted it. Honestly, it still doesn’t feel real. I really, really hope I do well