tryin so hard to feel positive rn

got a job starting soon! contract role, just a few months, but after being unemployed for almost a year, I’m just… drained. last job let me go 2 weeks in cause they “didn’t have work,” and I’ve been grinding apps and interviews nonstop since. so yeah, I’m not exactly jumping for joy. more like relieved I won’t be homeless

I want to be excited, but my energy’s been at -100 for months

anyone else feel this? like you finally get a job but still can’t shake the burnout??